Today Geet result was to come. Maan was very restless, more than her. “Maan, why are you worrying too much” Geet was serving him breakfast and making him relax but he, was not near to listen. “ By the way, wase bhi I don’t want to go ‘’
Maan stopped his bite in mid, frowned, and looked her. “Why, why dont want to go. Geet it was your dream, you have done everything for this exam. Now why suddenly changed your mind”
“Because now you are my dream Maan. I cant leave you and go. Mujhse nahi hoga” she became pale.
Maan came to her side, sat beside, held her chin to make her face him, who was looking down. “I’m not your dream Geet but reality. I’m part of you and its my dream to see you go now, earn what you have wanted, wished. Samjhi”
“But i can’t live without you for a minute Maan and this course is for almost a year. Can you survive without me?”
“No, bilkul bhi nahi but I know, this one year is nothing before our entire life. If you use this time you will never regret then after. ”
“But I will never regret if don’t use this time as well, if don’t go. I promise I will never complain you”
He looked her eyes. A unknown, sorrow was evident, was following his soul to wish, request “please don’t send me”. He could not concede her wish, her request. He had to become tough, though his own heart would become sieved.
“Won’t you complete my dream Geet”
She had nothing to say more, further. She nodded. “Karungi” some tear drops fell opening door of her paining heart, came out to show, how helpless it is. She bends, kept her head on his shoulder, tried to stop her sliding tears “Cant you come with me Maan”
He caressed her hairs, made her calm, less restless while his own eyes wanted to show, exhibit his inner reality. It was tough for him to control his melted emotion but, could not become vulnerable. “Geet dekhna, how fast this time will be passed. Tumhe pata bhi nahi chlega”
“Hm!!” she sobbed.
“Now come on, have you food” he kissed her hair, top of head.
Both settled properly and had their food, with heavy heart.
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After two months
“Geet are you watching T.v.” Maan called mansion and talked Geet as she did not go office today.
“What happened Maan” She spoke while switching on T.v . She shocked “Maan ye !!” it came out in a mere whisper:
“The most eligible bachelor and the most famous businessman of country Mr. Maan Singh Khurana will become one heart & one soul soon with National Scholarship winner Miss. Geet”
“Maan!!”
“You won Geet you did it ” Maan was certainly shouting in joy. He was happy , very happy. She had won the scholarship. She had done it, completed her wish, his wish, their wish. She wanted to become a known person in this society for him and she became. She had made her own identity, her own name. She was not Geet only but The National Scholarship Winner, the recognition she got. She was not maid, not an orphan but a scholar, who had opportunity to prove herself. Her dream, her wants which was unknown for all till now but a person knew, her every need, her every crave, her every Untouched Desires…
“Geet!!!”
She did not hear him, did not feel he, was near her, behind her stood, looking her with prized eyes. She was nowhere in sense. The lines she had seen on a glass screen were echoing in her mind like Temple Bell. It was pure and relaxing. It was twinkling, giving faded jolts inward. She shivered, her body burned in cold fire which was freezing her all over. She was dying in happiness, submerging in tears, dancing with silent movements. Maan had accepted her, before whole world. He had announced their relation in front of everyone. It was something, something very different for her, which she was feeling this moment. It could not express in words, could not exhibit as well. It was only able to pour her entire self to a man, who possessed her whole-heartedly. She needed him, now, right there.
“Maan!!” she cried, wanted to submit in him, purely, completely, forgetting this entire world. She cried, tears could not stop or can say, did not want to stop. She did not feel his presence. It was difficult for her to feel anything as she had become lifeless, without breath. Her breaths were wanting him, was carving for him, longed for him and him only.
“Geet!!” he whispered, looking her new state. She heard him, this time could hear his call. She turned, Looked for a while “What to do” her heart mind were realizing it was the time to show herself, her unshadowed self and she hugged him. Cried, cried out loud like it was last time she could pour her tear drops to him. It was a reality which, she wished, wanted to live from ages but never could voice it out. A day when she would be a part of a Man. Man of her dream, her dreamland. A man who will keep her inside his heart and out, everywhere in his life. It will be only she and her existence will be visible in his heart-mirror and today, it was the day. Her desired day, her dreamed day. She was not stopping her cry as it was impossible for her to halt those.
Maan patted her, caressed her head, tried to made her calm, not to cry he wished but, it was seeming the most impossible event to do for him and his emotions were ready to come out as well. He had found his small world. An angle in his alone, forbidden faded world. He was not alone now. Now not loneliness would trouble him. He will be completed. Both showered their pouring love to each other…
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It was a day before she had to leave for abroad. Past days, how it spent it was not hidden for both of them. She requested countless time not to send her and he was dying every second, in a mere thought of living alone without her. They consoled each other every time, knowing it all was only their outer visibility. Inside, both were wishing not to be left alone. But at last the day came..
